Take a gander, mock or wander, help or merely wonder. I am slowly
drifting back to my old self. Drowning in self views of inadequacies.
Help please, anyone. I starting to feel those old haunting feeling
that just because everyone around me wears a face much more beautiful
than mine, puts on a body that is much more appealing than what I
have, that this puts a period to the fact that I might be a lesser
I know I'm wrong. I know this way of thinking is a load of bull. But
how do you get over it? Why do I struggle still? Help. I'm falling.
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