when the first day of classes begun, damn, a bad dream just came true. most of my classmates are goodlooking.
i don't know why i dread such an occurence since i know that i'm a very carefree person but i guess a small boy is still in me and he still has these little insecurities, and i can't help but feel inferior. i know that this will pass and somehow i would develop someway to help me rid of this feeling but as for now i swim in misery for life has played yet again its unfathomable little games of equality yet not so.
save me from myself.